i am still loving you
carefully and cautiously
and finally (finally!) the words are pouring
out of me like music.
they told me:
forget, because he will forget. Do not
bother to remember the faires breathing small
and quick in the cracks of
our lives. do not bother,
because they die like moths in the sun. And
to this I say:
so what? there is always beauty, growing silent
and thick in
truth
and in love,
and i in love i stay, very coldly and very
broken.