poem: your reflection in the black phone screen

i wish i was instagram aesthetic
multi-block primary color.
advertise around my face:
kpop album, mini EP
five plastic boys and finger hearts
sold last year
for five million dollars.

i wish i was happy the girl
hanging by her neck in a fridge
future countries ironically safer,
if you find the right
angle the filter she looks

almost dead maybe foreign
big cow eyes and mouth holding
money like spit.